Wasted time

You say it was a waste of time.
I tried.
I was there.
So how can you feel this as wasted time?

My feelings of guilt are getting bigger by the second.

So many others are requesting my attention.
But I have nothing to give.
I need peace.
Just a moment to catch my breath again.

Letting go isn’t easy.
I know.
I’ve been there.

But a rendezvous will come if you expect it at the least moment.

But for now… Fuck you!
Saying goodbye to me when I need you..
How could you?

Can you really say goodbye for the 2nd time?
You’re letting me go. Again!

Because a friendship is not enough for you..